|Flowers and radiant ideas are the only things that I accomplished this week, |
but that is okay because progress is still progress.
Everything of your life is infinitely creative and the universe is endlessly bountiful. Just put forth a clear enough request, and everything your heart desires must come to you. -Shakti Gawain
When I try too hard to figure something out is when I can't see how to make it happen. When I immerse myself in happiness and family then suddenly I know the answer.
For Beltaine, May 1st, I drew the rune isa as my lesson for this turn of the wheel. I have talked in length on this blog about isa and it's meanings, so it is a very familiar rune for me. I didn't understand why I would get standstill as my rune to celebrate spring and new life until Sunday when I was working so hard to figure something out. I was so immersed in making it work that I didn't allow it to work itself out.
When you ask the Universe for something you don't really know how the Universe is going to get it to you; you just have faith that it will. The intent, the belief, the emotion behind it all is the most important part of the process. The how is not really our concern. The Universe knows the best way to bring our desire into our lives in its own time.
Its kinda like when someone has a vision of something they don't want to happen and in trying to make it not happen...they actually create the perfect environment for it to occur.
This principle really applies to anything and everything. You can feel when you are humming in time with the rhythm of the Universe and you conversely can tell with every fiber of your being when you are in disharmony with the energies around you.
I was trying desperately to fit a lace block into a tiny little space and yet still achieve a design motif that would work with my project. I had tried everything and I was at a standstill...there was no way this was going to work. I walked away from it all frustrated and went to find something unrelated. My sister was busy making some mitts knitting and purling and as I ran down stairs it was like a bolt of lightning and I could see the Universe working it out in a way that I wasn't open to minutes before.
The lace wasn't really the important part of this equation. I was so stuck on it that I hadn't allowed myself to be open to anything else. The heart that I was trying to create; that was the crux of the issue and that could be made with knitting and purling as my sister was doing. I could easily fit a reverse motif in the space I had and it would work perfectly with the pattern. Voila! Problem solved...thank you sister...thank you Universe...thank you Odin for giving me isa and once again showing me that I have so much to learn.
I've been trying to keep my focus on my project list so I've been making flowers for a Ostara Garden commission, knitting a Caitlin and getting ready to do a test run of Maureen. Also, I have been polishing up patterns and hopefully I will get them up next weekend.
It was hard to believe but I couldn't find the right yarn for my Nana Cowl commission at Sheep and Wool...I did find it at Knitpicks....so I will be working on that too when the yarn comes in.
I found something really disturbing, most of my needles are missing from their cases, I have no more cables to make new circulars and I have started way too many things. If I finish some projects on the needles, it would take away my focus on the things that have to get done, so I bought new needles and cables. Just a few...so I can cast on these commissions.
Until they come in I am making flowers. I have 12 out of the 20 I need to knit.
If you are a Mom in any way shape or form, have a beautiful and special day. Hugs! :)