I need to take a break.
I don’t know how to write this in words that make sense to anyone else but me but I’m going to try.
Right now I am struggling with my blog. I find that I feel guilty about not posting or knitting something new…and right now it is more of a chore then the joy it used to be for me.
The situations around me do not change and I feel stuck even as I evolve and I know that I seem to be writing the same things over and over.
I was waiting for a sign to make this all make sense to me…and today it snowed. The Goddess told me sometimes in order to connect you need to disconnect first…like a reboot.
So this is me disconnecting from my blog for a month. After that time I will reassess all my blog issues.
In the meantime I hope to get caught up on all the blogs I am behind on…read my e-mail…and get caught up on Ravelry.
I’m going to take this time away to take a good hard look at my life and what I want vs what I can actually accomplish.
I’m not depressed. I’m burned out. I’ve burned the candle at both ends for too long and I need to step back for a bit.
They say the hardest part of a journey is the first step.
See you all in a month.
I am always awed that you are there to support and uplift me. I am blessed to have a beautiful cyber family like you.
Ruinwen
:)
