The Shift

 

I love the shifts in color.  Working on the black cherry at present.

I was having a deeply reflective conversation with my therapist about the profound shifts occurring in my life lately. I find myself entrusting my journey to the Universe, and while that may seem a bit esoteric to some, it resonates deeply with me. 

 

There’s a natural rhythm to the way things align, like two cogs harmoniously engaging with one another. The steps I take are like building blocks of a staircase leading me to new heights. With this belief that the Universe is conspiring in my favor, I experience an incredible sense of freedom and inner peace. 

 

It’s not just the major life changes that reveal this truth. Every challenge we face can either ignite solutions or trigger reactions. By consciously choosing to focus on what I can create from my experiences rather than dwelling on external circumstances, I allow genuine transformation to unfold.

 

For example, I found myself engaged in the delicate dance of "yarn chicken," where I gambled on finishing a project with the yarn supply I had. As I lay in bed, a calm clarity washed over me, illuminating the realization that I had a beautiful leftover ball of fingering-weight yellow yarn waiting for me—a gift from the Universe itself. 

 

The next morning, joy flooded my heart as I discovered it was indeed the perfect match in weight and color to complete my mosaic stitch repeat. Yet, the Universe had more lessons in store. When I encountered another situation where I played yarn chicken and fell short, I still felt a deep-seated trust. I knew there was another ball of yarn, waiting patiently, ready to fulfill my need and complete the design. And, just as I had anticipated, it was right there for me.

 

These moments remind me that, like the threads of yarn weaving together in a tapestry, our lives unfold in divine patterns, guided by an unseen hand. The more I surrender to this flow, the more magic and connection I experience in every aspect of my life.

Happy Crafting! 🧶 

Bright Blessings,

Ruinwen

Connecting With Generosity

With the two little tops completed, I find myself once again immersed in one of Kathy's cherished projects. She began weaving a blanket adorned with delicate pink and white hearts—a perfect reflection of this season, where love blooms and Valentine's Day fills the air with warmth and connection. It seems only fitting to work on something that embodies a Mother’s heart, representing love, healing, and nurturing.

My own journey of the heart has taken me through a labyrinth of healing over many years, seeking a sense of worthiness and inner peace. I’ve consciously released the burdens I once clung to, recognizing that they were untruths that only served to hinder my spirit. In this process, I have reframed the distortions of past experiences that became false narratives—wounds that carved deeply into me.

In a recent moment of reflection, I chose to honor my efforts by rewarding myself for overcoming challenges. For so long, I struggled with receiving. I often felt like a burden to others—a thought that weighed heavily on my heart. When a dear friend happily offered to help me untangle some embroidery thread, I found myself questioning, “Why would I put her through this?”

But then, a profound insight came my way: “The Universe is not stingy. We are. Some of us compel ourselves to hold tightly, not just in how we treat others but fundamentally in how we treat ourselves.” It struck me like a gentle whisper of the Spirit, urging me to open my clenched hands, heart, and mind.

That night, as I penned a mindful journal entry, the essence of my reflections blossomed: “Being open to mutual generosity cultivates deeper connections and reinforces the bonds we share. Embracing the kindness of others enriches the fabric of our relationships, allowing both sides to flourish in the abundance of giving and receiving.”

This revelation illuminated a corner of my mind that I had never considered before. I found joy in extending help to others—but I had failed to recognize that they too experience joy when offering assistance to me. The community I hold dear in my heart somehow felt exclusive of me, an ironic twist that only fueled my internal struggle. Those two messages resonated deeply within me, igniting a spark of transformation.

As the dawn broke, I embraced a new perspective. I began accepting help with grace when it was offered and learned to ask for assistance without the nagging fear of being a bother. It’s not an easy path, and while I’m not an expert, I continue to strive for growth.

The most challenging aspect has been prioritizing myself—understanding that nurturing my joy is as sacred as guiding others on their journeys. My “me time” has evolved from a mere pause into a sacred ritual filled with joy and curiosity. The rewards I give to myself are treasures: a long spiritual bath illuminated by flickering candles and fragrant incense; snuggling up with a book whose pages have yearned for my touch; each reward weaving deeper meaning into my journey.

Pattern:  Quintet Shawlette and Yarn:  Anzula Squishy Skiens, Autumn Leaves

My latest gift to myself is working with yarn lovingly provided by my daughter, who saw it and felt it resonated with my essence. Its softness feels divine in my hands. I’ve discovered a perfect pattern for mini skeins and eagerly anticipate the dance of color changes. The mosaic stitch feels like a joyful meditation, a creative expression that encourages exploration without full commitment, unlike traditional Fair Isle, where both yarns must be carried across.

Through each stitch and each act of self-love, I weave not only a blanket but a tapestry of transformation, a testament to embracing not just the heart of a mother but the sacred love of the universe that flows abundantly when we open ourselves to it.

Happy Crafting 🧶 

Bright Blessings!

Ruinwen

Connections

 

Country Kiddie by Pixie Purls & Frolicking Feet by Done Roving Yarns

In the stillness of early morning, I embrace the peaceful rhythm of knitting a delicate baby sweater for my daughter's brother's child. Each loop and stitch becomes a form of meditation, uniting my spirit with the vibrant blue yarn. This simple act transcends the physical; it transforms into a sacred ritual of creativity—a form of fiber alchemy that nurtures both the creator and the creation.

The call of the fibers sings to me, a gentle whisper inviting me to embark on a journey of transformation. Like a phoenix rising from its ashes, each project emerges anew, born from moments of frogging and tinking, evolving into something extraordinary and full of life.

In the crafting community, the notion of being "sock-worthy" for a hand-knit gift often arises. Yet, I believe many overlook the deeper essence of this artistry. Each creation is laced with time, skill, and endless patience, infused with love and the grace of the spirit. Each stitch represents a moment devoted to another, a thread that weaves together our shared destinies. Every row becomes a heartfelt embrace, a way to envelop loved ones in warmth, both physical and emotional, delighting their senses with the beauty and texture of the work.

For those of us called to these crafts, there’s a profound connection to our ancestors, to the countless hours they poured into their handiwork. I recall visiting one of my Great Aunts, whose space was a sanctuary of knitted slippers—each pair a token of love bestowed upon her visitors. Surrounded by an abundance of yarn, I realized that my passion for knitting and crochet was not just a pastime; it was a flame ignited by generations past.

Crafting in this way transcends time, becoming an act of reverence for those who came before me. I channel their essence—those who live within my bones, my blood, and my breath. With every piece I create, I infuse it with my love and light, honoring my lineage and ensuring their legacy continues to shine through each thoughtful stitch. In this spiritual tapestry of creation, I find not only connection but also a sense of purpose, weaving together the past and the present through the fibers of life.

Happy Crafting! 🧶 

Bright Blessings,

Ruinwen

The Unfinished Projects

This blanket began with a woman named Susan, whose spirit I can imagine as she carefully selected the yarn, choosing safe colors that reflect the joy and anticipation of new life. Perhaps unsure of whether a boy or girl would soon be wrapped in its warmth, she initiated the project with a heartfelt flourish of ribbing, infusing it with her hopes and intentions.

Tragically, Susan's journey was cut short after completing just one panel. Yet in the hearts of knitters, there exists a sacred belief: unfinished projects hold a special energy that must be completed for the sake of the family and the original maker. Kathy understood this deeply. Inspired by Susan's spirit, she embraced the unfinished blanket and added another panel with her own love and intention.

Sadly, Kathy too departed this world too soon. Though I never met her, she was a friend of my friend, and even before anyone could voice the request, I felt a calling to honor her legacy. I took up her projects one at a time, pouring compassion into each creation—a blanket for her son, some scarves, and now this beloved baby blanket.

In a beautiful turn of fate, my friend found new parents eager to receive the blanket, and I sense that both Susan and Kathy would be filled with joy knowing their creations continue to embrace and nurture others. 

In the world of fiber arts, I believe we are all intertwined, enriched by the threads of community and connection that bind us. Though I did not know Susan or Kathy in life, I am deeply honored to continue their stories, finish the beautiful journeys they began, and celebrate the love that transcends time and space.

Happy Crafting.

Bright Blessings,

Ruinwen

It's A Brand New Day!

Have you ever woken up and felt...different?  You can't quite name it but something inside you has changed.  There is this feeling of bubbly goodness that makes you want to smile but you don't know why.  It is so freeing in a way that only might make sense to you.

But something has changed.

The world is somehow a bit brighter or the edges are a little sharper.

It is hard to describe.

You see, I burned myself out by forcing a post each week for so long.  I guess my inner workings are more like a flowing tide.  Sometimes I have things to say and show and sometimes I don't, and that is okay.

But for a while, I felt I had to post or the algorithm would swallow me whole never to be seen again.  So I pushed because I felt that is what you do.

But it has never been what I do.  I post because I have something to share with you.  Maybe it is a picture or a technique or something that I am working on.  It has always been an organic exchange and felt almost sacred to me.

I want to get back to that excitement I had when I posted before.

Normally, this is the part where I apologize and get hard on myself for such a long break, but when I woke up today I knew that something had changed and a shame spiral is not good for any of us.

If you need a break, take it.  Goodness knows that some people are going non-stop 24/7 and just taking a breath...a real breath...seems like a major accomplishment.

Remember you are worthy of taking a moment for yourself just because you are.

In the "moment" that I took to pull my head together after the pandemic had ramped up my anxiety and fears to a 10, I found peace.  For so many years I have been trying to banish my fears, and breathe away my anxiety and it never worked because that is not the way.

I have been working with my ancestors and reiki guides and what they taught me was to walk with fear and anxiety because they will always be a part of me.  They showed me that listening begins a positive inner dialogue that allows me to move forward while still being afraid and feeling that weight in the pit of my stomach.

Since that "ah ha" moment, I have been able to do things while being afraid that I had been previously paralyzed me; and I am really proud of myself.

The perfect Halloween accessory!

One of the things that I have wanted to do for years now is update my Beginner Brioche pattern.  I hired my sister and she has been an angel in helping me test and edit week after week.  We finally squashed all the bugs and created a really powerful tutorial from my old pattern.

There is now a one-color only, two-color only and, a one-color to two-color to one-color section.  That way if you want to make a different scarf later on you have all the tools to do it.

Also, a huge shout out to my wonderful friend and model who looks perfect for the season!

There is more stuff in the works as sis and I have been knitting and editing all summer long and I can't wait to share it with you.

Bright Blessings!  🤗

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Happy crafting!

Ruinwen 🤗

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Hats and More Hats

Sorry, it has been a bit since my last post.  IRL and all that.  You can always catch up with me on Instagram (@vixenpath) where I post a weekly snippet.  The link is on the sidebar.

Spring bonnet for a goose

I believe in keeping your promises.  I made a promise to my friend that I would make her goose and three goslings...hats for spring.

This caused some serious hilarity in conversations but in the end, it really provided me a big challenge.

When you say that you can make something that fits any body type then you should be able to make something for say a teddy bear, a favorite doll, or in my case, a bunch of really cute geese.

My sister was nice enough to take me over to measure the diameter that I was working with since it was different from when I made them Christmas Hats.

The hats have this lovely little flower petal motif that works into feather-and-fan (what pattern would you expect a goose to have?  lol).

The collar has an i-cord that makes it adjustable so it can be tightened up around the neck if need be.

the happy family wearing their new hats

The goslings gave me a bit of a challenge.  I took the original flower motif and shortened it while still keeping the petals and feather and fan for the edge.  I was very happy with the way they came out.

So yes, I can happily say that I kept my promise and move on to the next hat in my life.

working on Laurene

I have loved creating this hat.  I adore the motif that the mosaic knitting creates.  The Latvian Braid looks so amazing here as well.

I have never made a top-down hat before and this has been quite a journey.  This week stopped me in my tracks as I tried to figure out how to write in the pattern fixing the jog that occurs at the join.

In the Latvian tradition, it is known that this jog occurs and it is okay.  They put it in a place that is not so conspicuous.  The yarn they used is more of a fingering/sock weight so it also is more compact and less noticeable than the worsted yarn I am using for this hat.

So, knowing all that is one thing but knitters like options and I like to give them plenty in my patterns.  

close up of a Latvian Braid

I think I have decided to write the history in the pattern and then give a video link for a step-by-step option for making the join less noticeable.  You do this by using duplicate stitch very carefully to mimic the path of the braid.  

It isn't an easy thing to do and every time I try it I get a different result.  That is why I don't have a video yet to accompany this post but I am working on it. 

Still, IMHO I think it is worth the little bit of fiddliness if you are worried about how it looks.

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My heartfelt thoughts and prayers go out to the Ukrainian people.  There are not even words to describe how horrible it must be to be displaced and deprived of basic human rights.

I have been moved to tears by the outpouring of support from other countries.  The people who are taking in refugees and giving them care and comfort are heroes in my eyes.  

In a crisis, most knitters take up their needles and start working towards helping through their craft.  While I know these items will be appreciated, right now they need the most basic of necessities: housing, food, and financial assistance.

I understand that not everyone can provide financial assistance.  There are other ways you can help and make an impact.   Razom For Ukraine has links on how to write or call your elected officials.  This can make a huge impact and create a sincere show of support.  Also, they have made it easy with scripts and letters that are easily copied for your use.

Airbnb is providing free temporary housing for displaced Ukrainians that is funded by the Airbnb Refugee Fund.

Two fiber people I follow are giving back to help the Ukrainian people:

Cassipinka - created a hat pattern that is free and is made with the sunflower motif of Ukraine.  She asks you to donate the amount that you would have paid for the pattern to the World Central Kitchen, The Center for Disaster Philanthropy, or Global Giving Organization

Miss Babs has an entire sunflower-themed palette that donates 30% of all funds to the World Central Kitchen.   

If you search on Etsy for Ukrainian crafters.  You can buy digital knit patterns and your money goes directly to a person. 

I find it helpful to have an honest resource to keep updated on the war crisis. #Ukraine Facts

There is always something you can do and it means more than you know.

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Happy crafting!

Ruinwen 🤗

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May you be safe.  
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Creating Connections

This is a picture of Mom, the Goddess Brigid, and this amazing yarn from knittinbro.  This was the seed idea that started everything.

I was inspired by the needlepoint pillows that Mom made that adorned our house.  I wish I had one to show you.  I'm not sure what happened to them.  But they were beautiful.

I thought mosaic knitting would be a good fit for this idea that was gelling in my brain.

Mosaic knitting is a term coined by Barbara Walker. In Barbara Walker's A Treasury of Knitting Patterns first published in 1968.

In mosaic knitting, you work the same row twice.  Usually, only two colors are worked, but some patterns have more.  One color is knit or purled and the other color is slipped.

This makes this a great alternative to other colorwork where two colors or more are worked across the row at the same time.

Rules (and I use that word loosely) for Mosaic Straight Knitting

• usually, two (sometimes more) colors are used on a row
• only one of these colors is worked on a row while the other stitches are slipped
• each row is worked twice
• every two rows the color will change to the one(s) not being used
• odd rows are right side knit rows / even rows are wrong side purl rows
• slip stitches are worked purlwise with the yarn on the wrong side 
• don’t have too many slips next to each other (some say 2 slips, others say 3 at most)
• keep floats loose
• it is recommended that you go down a needle size from the number on the ball band to get tight, even stitches.  (this depends on how tightly you knit though)

Sample Chart

This chart assumes that the MC is being carried from the brim or crown, otherwise, it wouldn't be there to slip.

The bar on the side by the row numbers is to signify which color is being worked for those two rows; the other color is slipped.

I have also indicated the slips with a symbol to make it easier to see the structure.  I have chosen to chart this way but you will see mosaic knitting charted in different ways depending on the designer.

I have written out the rows but not all designers will do this so it is helpful to learn to read a chart.

Row 1 MC:      (sl1 MC, K3 CC) twice, sl1 MC

Row 2 MC:      (sl1 MC, P3 CC) twice, sl1 MC

Row 3 CC:       K2 MC, sl1 CC, K3 MC, sl1 CC, K2 MC

Row 4 CC:       P2 MC, sl1 CC, P3 MC, sl1 CC, P2 MC

Repeat Rows 1 - 4 once more

Repeat Rows 1 - 2 once more

I have been working on a motif that looks like this.

Neighborhood Fiber Co: Studio Worsted 

Canton and Cooper Circle

Unfortunately, this won’t work with the hat schematics that I have been working on because it takes up too much band real estate.  But it will happen as a cowl or something in the future because I just love it too much!

I also have to note that I love this yarn combo more than I can express.  I have a bit left from a pattern submission and I use it when I need a bit of inspiration.  Neighborhood Fiber Co. is amazing.    They still have these beautiful colors and I need to buy more.  😀

I also tried to break the rules and switch colors every row, but the result ended up losing definition and the motif was lost. 

One of the things I love about this swatch is the feeling of depth between the spice and the blue and that keeps getting lost.

swatch with Latvian Braid detail

I created this swatch but it lost all the connectedness and all the things that I liked about the original.  I did love the Latvian braid idea though and I am keeping that.

Charting mosaic knitting is challenging because the color that you are slipping has to be there on the previous row.  This is why you see geometric patterns represented a lot.

I have been struggling with this for a while now.  I have all this beautiful yarn and I haven’t been able to play with it.  😩

I don’t just make a pattern to do it.  There has to be a story, a reason that sparked my creativity as my seed for the pattern.

Usually, I have sketched or written up an idea so I have this “ideal” in my head that goes with my story.

This hat is dedicated to my beloved Mom and I want it to have this “connectedness” that my original sample had but this last one didn’t.

this one connects the brim and the crown

When we were looking at the next incarnation of my chart my sister suggested putting joining paths on the right and left of the design to add that "connectedness" that I was missing.  I added the top and bottom connections that actually bridge the brim and crown and make them a part of the design.

I feel that these connections that have been added only add to the story that I am creating.  Mom, sis, and I will be a part of this design and I love that.  💖

I also feel I've gotten the needlepoint look back that I was seeking and I think I am ready now to swatch in the fabulous knittinbro yarn to figure out measurements.

Then, my friends, it will be time to actually knit this hat!  😁

Happy crafting!

Ruinwen 🤗

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Working Through Mistakes

 

capturing a dropped stitch

Mistakes.  We've talked about how to fix them and how to prevent them.  We've talked about afterthought yarnovers and reoriented cables.

But we have never talked about how a mistake makes you feel because that is what really matters.

Some knitters can go on knitting and just decrease a stitch or add more holes and it doesn't bother them at all.  

Other knitters feel that there is a big old arrow pointing to that mistake and have to repair it before moving on.

There is another type of knitter that plays the waiting game.  "Can I really ignore this mistake and just go on with my knitting?'  The answer is usually a resounding, "no".

There are feelings that come up when a pattern doesn't work right.  You might feel anger, guilt, shame, or embarrassment.

These feelings are all valid because you are having them.  They are yours.

I have anxiety so I tend to panic a bit...sometimes a lot.

Acknowledging your feelings is important but also not wallowing in them is too.

So you messed up and the world didn't end; what you do next is important.  Failing doesn't make you a failure.

I "fail" a lot when designing something new.  In fact, everything I create is full of failures and successes all bound together to create something amazing.  

No one knows they happened because it was part of my journey.  All they see is the finished piece.

The second step in this process is to just breathe.  One deep breath sends oxygen through your body.  It can center and ground you and it can make all the difference in how you proceed.

Now with a clearer head figure out what went wrong.  Sometimes this step will bring me more panic when math comes into play but I keep at it.  I follow the steps.  I listen to and acknowledge my feelings and then take a deep breath until I find my path.

Sometimes this step takes some time.  Give yourself the time you need.  Write down where you are, why you stopped.  Secure all your stitches and put everything away for a day or two if need be.

Be gentle with yourself.  Forgive yourself if you feel you need to.  

We are our worst critics and say the harshest things that we would never say to a loved one.  Don't start down the, "I'm such a ______" spiral.

It is best to realize, for example, that being embarrassed at making a mistake is not the same as internalizing that embarrassment so that you never show your work.

You are not your mistake.  Do not direct your emotions back at yourself.

Believe me, I go through this process somewhere in every project or design I make.  I've learned to acknowledge my failures and to celebrate my successes. 

They are both a part of my process.  Sometimes my failures are just teachers in disguise and show me something I would never have thought of on my own.

A mistake is only temporary.  The lessons they teach last a lifetime.

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love you to the moon and back blanket by PeachUnicornDesigns

I helped a friend make a blanket for her Granddaughter and I think it turned out amazing.  My friend had never done intarsia before and we ripped out a lot of rows but in the end, my friend could change colors like a pro!

I am so proud of her!

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We lost someone this week who has guided my life in many ways,  Thich Nhat Hanh

He was a Buddhist monk with a beautiful soul.  His message was one of transformation.  I read his book on Anger, and it changed how I listen to myself and others.

I have his books on tape and I have listened to his words when I have been lost and he has helped me to find my way back to myself so many times.

Bright Blessings my dear teacher as you now embody the greatest transformation that one can achieve.  

Thank you for your lessons which influence me even now, and I expect, ever will.

🙏❤️💫

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Happy crafting!

Ruinwen 🤗

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Creativity Dreaming on a Winter's Day

 

Winter Snow hanging out in actual snow

As you can see from the picture, it snowed in these parts and I was finally able to get this shot of my Winter Snow double knit scarf.  😀

This pattern tutorial set is almost done.  We are finishing up the accompanying video this week and then I can let this pattern fly off into the world.

My sister was mentioning that this is the point where an artist starts to see little things that need correcting and holds on a bit tighter to their creation.

It is a risk to share what is in you with the world but a disservice to your muse not to do so.

Nothing is ever perfect enough to publish yet, nothing will ever be perfect, that is life.

What defines work as "finished"?  

All these things swirl through my head as I am putting in the final edits and seeing things that maybe I should have said differently.

Yet, this pattern has been proofed, tech edited, sampled, and gone over with a fine-toothed comb and it was okay then, it is okay now.  It will be alright, I tell myself.

There are people who throw up every time before going on stage or giving a speech but you could never tell because they have learned it is part of their process.

What is my process?   If I am being honest, I just don't know anymore.

I am rewriting the way I see my creativity as I go.  I am reinventing myself to be a person who gives themselves the same encouragement and empowerment that they would give to another creator.

Whereas I might have said in the past that my work wasn't good enough, now that is just an echo of something I held onto from my childhood.

Why do some people hold on to the worst things that are said to them and others, well others have a guiding beacon of goodness that they hear all their lives?

Why couldn't I be the latter of the two and not the former?  The criticisms, the teasing hurtful words, those are the ones that I have carried with me all these years and it is time to let them go.

I choose to let them go and remember the good things that I let slip away because it was easier to believe the negative voice than the words of people who loved and cared about me.

I don't know who needs to hear this today, it might just be me, but remember creativity doesn't have to be perfect it just needs to be authentic.  

You put a uniqueness on whatever your art is because it comes from the well of imagination deep inside of you.  

I believe in you.  I believe in me.  I believe there is room for everyone to share their authentic voice with the world.

Creativity and inspiration are limitless.  

You might not find inspiration in your art one day but instead, you try a new recipe and put your personal flair on it.  That is creativity and inspiration at work.  They will find a way to allow you to express yourself in an outlet that is symbiotic to where you are on your path at that moment.

So, create...express...bring into the world beautiful things shaped by the awesomeness that is you. 🤗❤️

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Happy crafting!

Ruinwen 🤗

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Sending love and light to everyone being affected by this virus.  
May you be safe.  
May your loved ones be safe.  
🙏
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🙏🙏💖💖🙏🙏
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If you are:
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Asian
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Coming out
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I am a safe person and I will always hold space for you in love and light.

Ruinwen

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The Light Within

Are you knee-deep in the holiday shopping craze or are you sitting under your holiday decorations sipping a festive beverage catching up on your binge-watching while knocking out a few rows?

Everybody progresses into the holidays in a different way. 

I am surprisingly calm for it being this close to Yule.  I still have a lot to do but I have been doing it a little bit at a time and not freaking out about if a gift I bought writes back with stocking delays or shipping will take longer than usual.

The point of this season is the light that we share with others and that lives within ourselves.  Whether you worship the sun in the sky or the Son of God, whether your light is a miracle or embraces your cultural values and traditions, this is a season that is about stoking those inner fires and rebirthing yourself.

That begins with you.  Self-care has been a big topic this year because we all have needed a little more love and light after the mental drain of the pandemic.  But let's face it, we should always be practicing self-care.  It should not seem strange to do so.  

You can't be there for everyone else if you don't take care of yourself first.

Give yourself the present of kindness.  Create a positive relationship with yourself.  It is the gift that keeps on giving.

Take in a bit of that light that is everywhere this time of year and bring it into yourself.

If you can't get a gift in time or something is out of stock right now, don't fret about it.  Your family and friends, who love and support you, will totally understand.  I bet they ran into some holiday snags too.

Breathe.

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My fabulous sister made these motif squares of the Winter Snow double knit scarf pattern that we have been working on together.  

I am loving working with her on finishing my projects.  She has been a great sounding board full of ideas, a blessing of a tech editor, and a super pattern tester.

It is fun to co-create with her.  I am beyond blessed to be able to see her in person again.  I think I ran out in slippers when she pulled up that first day after our vaccines and I pulled her into a hug in the street just ugly crying.  But I didn't care.

There are four moments in my life that rise above all others, the birth of my beloved children, the day I said, "I do," to my soulmate and best friend and the day I saw my sister again after almost a year and a half of FaceTime and being apart.

My Vixen readers, be kind to yourself, give yourself some light, and may your holidays be blessed with family, friends, and love.

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To all those whose lives were devastated by the tornado...there are no words...sending you love and light and prayers for those you lost and the families that mourn them.  

If you want to donate, here is a link to the Team Western Kentucky Tornado Relief Fund. 

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Happy crafting!

Ruinwen 🤗

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Safe socially-distanced hugs  🤗
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Sending love and light to everyone being affected by this virus.  
May you be safe.  
May your loved ones be safe.  
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Sending love and light to everyone facing discrimination, hate, prejudice, inequality, or racism.
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Vixenpath is a safe space.
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I am a safe person and I will always hold space for you in love and light.

Ruinwen

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