tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10794020.post8752131641508239111..comments2023-11-02T10:38:43.724-04:00Comments on Vixenpath: No Sense of DirectionRuinwen Dagoriellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17838849121945131543noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10794020.post-27679607786386256812010-07-20T22:53:18.487-04:002010-07-20T22:53:18.487-04:00"The boy thought that there was something wro..."The boy thought that there was something wrong with him. All through his life--even when he was a great man with the world at his feet--he was to feel this gap: something at the bottom of his heart of which he was aware, and ashamed, but which he did not understand." That's our introduction to Lancelot in The Once and Future King. T.H. White makes the point several times that Lancelot never likes himself, not even when achieving things no one else can. Sometimes you have to remember that, like Lancelot, maybe you never will really like yourself - but others will love you dearly. And you should (I hope) appreciate that.Secret Hippiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04268744646117371096noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10794020.post-36090833115290934382010-07-19T13:19:13.721-04:002010-07-19T13:19:13.721-04:00I always find your words interesting and insightfu...I always find your words interesting and insightful and I'm often in a very similar spot, like you are writing MY inner feelings. <br /><br />Sorry to hear you are struggling. (Hugs)Marlenehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08670952038534759102noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10794020.post-21706555270549971182010-07-16T12:28:10.566-04:002010-07-16T12:28:10.566-04:00Oh, hon. No you don't want to change who you a...Oh, hon. No you don't want to change who you are...but maybe just a little toughening up of your shell (I'm a Cancer - crab - can I offer you a bit?) to protect yourself a mite? It's so hard to get whipped by the winds of emotion...(ask me how I know?).<br /><br />Disregard if you just can't. I do understand.<br />((((((hugs))))))Nana Sadiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13337300042637714815noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10794020.post-46769226924649691582010-07-16T10:51:27.920-04:002010-07-16T10:51:27.920-04:00Lyrics for lyrics...
why do I love, when I still ...Lyrics for lyrics...<br /><br /><i>why do I love, when I still feel pain<br />when does it end, when is my work done<br />why do I fight, and why do I feel<br />that I carry a sword through a battlefield</i><br /><br />Sounds like that fits how you feel right now....because of all places, home is where you should be able to feel safe, and right now you always have to be on your guard.<br /><br />But nobody has the right to judge you but yourself, and those you have GIVEN that right to; and no one can make you feel inferior without -- however buried and hidden -- your consent. And that's the real issue...if some part of you didn't believe the taunts, they wouldn't bother you.<br /><br />Remember when you started MAPS this summer, to work on that sorta thing? So, if that's like a diet, shedding weight from the spirit instead of the body, maybe you've just hit a plateau.<br /><br />And, like a diet, you've just got to keep going, and not lose heart.<br /><br />*hugs and love for the siiiister*rueyeetnoreply@blogger.com